Unadjusted

The most important person in my life now is my boyfriend, Ken. 

He's there when I need him the most.The one whom I could share both of my happiness and sadness. He'll accompany me to places I wanted to go to. No matter what I'll demand, he will do it for sure. Until his med classes started.

During his first week in medicine, having a time with him is unachievable.  I can no longer see him twice or thrice a week. It feels like I have no one else to run to. We have this all day continuous text before. but now, all I can get is a good morning text, his free time during breaks (max of 10 texts) and a goodnight text. I was a bit upset that I thought when he gets back home  I could either talk to him or have an alone time together. But, it didn't happen. He's so busy that most of his time where engaged by studying.

His schedule is mostly 7am to 5pm but sometimes, it will stay late up to 6pm. There are times that I wanted to end up this relationship. However, I don't have the courage to do that when he's about to give up his dream for me.  I don't know until when can I handle this. I'm trying but I cant promise.

Selfish Girlfriend